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Hope, sometimes makes us do things completely driven by emotion.
I think I have driven myself and pushed past the boundary where I should have stopped.
I reached out, and tried to find a hand to hold on and pull me out.
I will sulk back into the waters, once where I deemed myself lost, and forgotten about.
I have used up the last of my straws. Succumbing to my emotions and lost thoughts, I will do once again.
But with a different type of drive. One that has grown through the years of walking on that road that never seemed to end. I found another one; and will now walk on this new found road.
The time to relinquish the memories and the fantasy dreams of romance and ever-sweet moments will fade like mist in the wind.
I've given all that I can and I am now somewhere that I do not want the everyday emotional conflict of my life to interfere with. Always holding onto straws for others, but now, it is time to relinquish those go-caring duties.
It has grown me to be who I am, and has now prepared another road for me to take, which will eventually lead back the one I started.
This path, glazed with the fire of desire to push forward, to push unhindered (or try to).
I have tried, I have sought the path to help others, but I can help no more.
The emotional drain, to help others, the fire, has dwindled and shone its last bit of light.
I will help, but no more than what I will do on a normal basis.
Life has taken its toll and is preparing a ship to set on a longer journey. It is now my turn to shape the rest.
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